LPQDAX

Its been a while since i laast blogged.....im just keeping it alive again! My first normal post in a super duper long while lol. The past month even if i blogged it would be about some emo stuff. I should rename this my emo corner. Anyway today i stayed at home and gamed my ass of when im suppose to be studying for my Bstats test which is tmr. And i comfirmed that my GPA will drop below 3 omg...thanks to that awesome module called accounting which im going to get a D for:D Well hope i can still bring it up back to above 3 if i get an A for DDNT which is on this tuesday i havent studied at all for it. I forgot to mention that i know nothing at all about DDNT since the 2 week holidays. All the chapters which were covered since that 2 week break i have no idea what they are about. I dont even know whats the first chapter called lol. Anyway these past few days i've either been our with my classmates or gaming with lennard and co. Daniel joined back with the skype group again! Sometimes i wonder whether are secondary school friends going to stick with u till the moment u start a family. I mean its been 5 months since poly started yet my closest friends still remain with me apart from cek who is an ocean away. The people i feel most comfortable with is still them no matter what. Even though i enjoy myself very much in class.....but i just can't get that feeling with them...they are all funny but they don't have my heart. You know the feeling when you let ur heart and mind sync with those around you.....we laugh together and we bleed together. I can't get it with my classmates. I can see that some of them have achived that sort of relationship as friends.....but i just can't seem to tune in the same way. My classmates they seem to enjoy walking slowly i mean literally....very often i see myself walking far ahead of them. Even in this little physical aspect im unable to sync with them. Oh i just realised...i turned this into and EMo post LOL