I like it peaceful

Lost my notebook

2012-01-04T17:12:00.001+08:00

Time flies

2011-08-11T20:42:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day with my poly classmates. Time flies doesn't it? It feels like just yesterday i met them. It all passed in a blink of an eye. Once again I'm approaching the advancement to my next stage of my life. Secondary school didn't feel so fast. I just wish i had more time, i don't want to grow up so fast. All my life i wanted to grow up faster but now i just want more time. I want to be a teenager even if its just a little longer. I want to do stupid things, i want to laugh so loud and no one will look at me. I just want to play and cry my heart out while i am able to do so. Ah shucks, this really sucks. Even though poly friends weren't as close as secondary school ones, this doesn't mean they aren't any less important. All of them are important, they signify who i am, who i was and who i will become. I missed my secondary school friends because i couldn't imagine a life without them, I miss my poly friends because I wish i could know them better, i wish they could know me better. Everyday i learn something new about them, i don't want to stop learning :(

Whats up with the radio stations these days?

2009-11-09T23:32:00.001+08:00

I just checked the charts for the radio station and most of the top songs arent even nice. Apart from taylor swift and a few others. And to think at this time last year there were so many nice songs.
im too lazy to change a new skin byebey

2009-11-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

My previous blog skin expired temporary skin

g

2009-11-04T17:50:00.001+08:00

Stayed at home for e learning today...i screwed up big time. I dint notice there was a time limit. So i thought i could do it at night....but when i realized too late le. Handed up half an hour late. Thank god one of the submit links are broken...so i can bullshit tmr that i couldn't submit some of my work.

a

2009-10-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO :D

s

2009-10-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to my sis!
LOL i dint even know until like just now haha. We celebrated her birthday with my new house's house warming. I want to move back to queenstown :(. Its like waaay closer. It takes me an hour plus to reach ngee ann la. School is starting really soon. I kind of have mixed feelings about it. I'm glad that i will have something to do everyday but im not very sure i want to meet my class. Honestly i feel dam bored when im with them. They just keep talkinga bout random things.

A

2009-10-04T13:46:00.005+08:00

Time flies doesnt it haha

I was like browsing through a couple of old pics i found these....
Pics from Sec 3 LOL

Lennard in seoul garden his hair is dam short?

I can't remember what event was this for lol.....but yi ling and ben looks weird

REMOVED!ZZZ

q

2009-10-01T16:14:00.002+08:00

Been having a bad case of flu for the past few days. Thanks to daniel who spread it to ngeow then it infected lennard and i. Actually daniel's flu wasnt that severe but cos ngeow's immunity is dam low cos he doesnt eat his greens at all, so the flu sort of mutated inside ngeow and infected lennard and i. But ours arent as bad as ngeow still though. Today i feel way better. Sentosa trip on the 8th. Dunno whether i can make it zzzzz I'm moving on the 9th :\. Oh just now something stupid almost happened to me thanks to Huiqing's MSN Nick. She put some heart down there. Well Yanbin has a similar looking nick, so when i saw a heart pop up at my side saying someone log in i thought it was yanbin since shes the only one with such a nic. I wanted to ask her something so i go click and talk to her, halfway through typing i was like wondering how come it wasnt one of yanbin's usual dp den i noticed it was huiqing la. LOL

A

2009-09-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

TimeTable
My Timetable next sem is like so much better than my previous semester la. Instead of 29 hours its 24 hours a week now. My latest dismissal day would be thursday at 5. I love fridays and tuesdays lol. I end at 12. Well then again i am taking less modules than last sem. It seems that the other fujitsu models are failing cept mine. LOL later my fail me on the first day of schoolhaha.

Sweet or Bitter?

2009-09-24T02:36:00.002+08:00

You know ive realise lately a certain type of girl. They are not pretty or attractive.They are considered completely average. But when i entered poly i saw many new friends who were attached. Some of them yes the girlfriends were pretty hot but that was only a minority. Most of them had girlfriends that were nothing special. I realised that some of such girls are like wine. At the start newly made wine arent exactly nice to taste...it tastes bitter instead.....which is why when we buy wine and see that it is newly made without thinking we just cast it aside without giving second looks. But wine the longer u keep it the sweeter it will taste doesnt it? Same goes for this certain type of girl. When we see an average girl we dont give a second glance....but there are some that will consider keeping her as a friend and the longer they know her the more they like her and in the end he falls for her. Interesting theory right? :D I'm soooo philosophical haha.
Oh its not that i enjoy blogging such stuff its just that i prefer to keep this blog alive and i would rather not talk about my life. Since it would probably look like this....
Day 1
Today i went out with ngeow xj daniel lennard for dinner. Talk cock over dinner went to ngeow's place to hang out and talk cock. Ngeow is a sly fox la!
Day 2
Today i stayed at home and gamed with ngeow xj daniel and lennard. Talk cocked on skype. Daniel is soooo weird sometimes
Day 3
Today i went out with ngeow xj daniel lennard to play pool. Talk cocked over lunch. Homed alone.

The end
See what i mean every day i would go out with the same group, xj ngeow daniel lennard ivan mitchell john joel and we would just hang out and talk cock after what ever activity. So there is really no point blogging about that. I rather talk about my awesome theories of life :D

I wonder

2009-09-24T02:17:00.002+08:00

Eh guys has this question ever came to you mind before? Would it be better if the girl you liked ignored you straight for liking her or be nice and be friends? I know i'm no saint....way back in sec 4, she tried to be nice and be friends she made it clear too, but i took advantage of it...and overstepped my boundaries and in the end both of us were unhappy. If she had just ignored me from the start would both of us be happier? Its like if a girl ignores a suitor, she won't feel good and others may call her a bitch. But if she chooses the alternate path, is it in the end any better?

ASAXAS

2009-09-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

Today in the morning i met up with ivan to do some running. But due to ivan's shoe grip we just ended up slacking. LOL We went to makan place for lunch...i saw clement chen and my cousin. Its been ages since i last saw my cousin haha. Around 2 like that we left for dover. We set down at the coffee shop. We were like wondering why was this uncle keep staring at us. Then after like 10 mins we realised it was Mr Heng la! His dam nonsense now omg...if only he was like that during sec 3. :\ After 1/2 an hour like that joel soh and daniel came. Oh we were meeting at dover for park soccer. So we all chatted with mr heng. For some funny reason after mr heng left, ngeow came. They like no fate la. Ngeow was like one of mr heng's fave student lets not forget shawn yee haha. We realised that john and terence would be really really really late so we decided to start first. Yes i cant play soccer for nuts btw. John and Terence joined us obviously after an hour. Yes thats how late they were. After playing soccer we went to clementi to play pool. I teamed with joel. We were like the noobiest pair. But by some miracle we did not lose any "official" matches. One of the wins against ngeow and terence was dam tyco la. We were like 5 balls behind. Im serious! All ngeow needed to do was hit the black ball in. Oh yes the black ball went in. Into the wrong hole that is! So they automatically lost haha! Ate kfc for dinner cos john had coupons. Last day already leh! After dinner while the rest went back, John, daniel, terence and i went to cut our hair. Since it was late and the salon was going to close so only one person could cut. So we let daniel go first since he needed a haircut so badly. He looks 10x neater la. Lol im just as untidy. Anyway homed afterwards. Lol tomorrow i'll be seeing them again at queensway to buy shoes and other stuff haha.

Yo

2009-09-11T02:35:00.002+08:00

Update Update
Today or rather yesterday i met up with Xj, Daniel and ngeow for dinner at long john silver! Went to ngeow's place after dinner. Played Dai dee and bluffed lol. Eheh out of the 3 rounds of bluff i one. The other 2 rounds ngeow and daniel won. I won that round of bluff without lying at all okay! I'm serious! No its not cos i was really lucky or anything. I simply told the truth each time i placed my card and when i realise i cannot place any card in my coming turn i try to catch the opponent while the number of cards in the pile is still around 1 or 2. See tactics! :D Honesty is the best policy too...unlike those sly foxes cough* ngeow and xj. Had a really bad case of stomach problems at ngeow's place. Walked back to the mrt with daniel and xj.

Hello again cruel world I'm 17

2009-08-27T17:14:00.003+08:00

Back from the chalet....it was quite fun la. Watched orphan on the first night. I swear i think i scared my fellow chalet mate next to me. I kept jumping lol. Didn't sleep for the first night. Spent most of the time playing cards and eating my many suppers. Went to watch the sunrise lol. Went back and slept from the morning till afternoon. Slacked around abit den went cycling. Afterwards was BBQ. Halfway i got bored and decided to catch up a bit with yi ling. It felt kind of nostalgic talking to her again. Well for the second night i slept it was dam cold cos nic donated our blanket to the girls. Sigh* nic's such a gentleman. I honestly can't be bothered by such things. I mean its like if need something from me den ask me and i'll see what i can do, if u dun ask i won't bother. Lol im so ungentlemanly :D But I'm me after all and i take pride in that.
Oh today is my birthday. Im seventeen at last. Thanks Wei Liang, Adriel, Nicholas, Zhan Xiang, Wei Hua, Li yuan, Sarah, Yanbin,Regina and Si hui for the birthday song on the second night of the chalet. Thanks Wei liang for the small cake. For those that wished today(In Order from the first one who wished to the last) Thanks Daniel Soh, Shim, Ngeow, Ivan, Xian Jin, Li Yan, Lennard, Regina and Sarah(who wished again), Kylie, Kimberly, Clement, John, Yinghao, Junhao, Li yuan, Joel, Mitchell, Hakim, Baoyue, Cass and tomio.

GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD

2009-08-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

I shall be gone for a while i'll be back on thursday. Class Chalet:D AND OMG IT ONLY COSTS ME $20. John i want a refund! OK la its cos now got offer.

MSN

2009-08-20T01:35:00.002+08:00

I swear these days my attention span for MSN convos are dam low. I just talk to people a bit and after a few sentences i lose interest in the converstation. SO if i do that to you psps

HOLIDAYS

2009-08-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of my holidays. Went out to watch movie with adriel, zhan xiang, sihui, li yuan, wei liang and erricson. We watched where got ghost? Only abit scary or rather shocking. Sihui tried to scare me throughout the movie...but too bad. Although i did get scared at one part. Ironically i was getting ready to scare sihui who was hiding behind her scarf, den when i was about to scare her, the ghost just pop out and i jumped! She kept laughing la! Li yuan and sihui went of after the movie for some other thing. Went to clarke quay to eat. Homed afterwards.

LPQDAX

2009-08-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i laast blogged.....im just keeping it alive again! My first normal post in a super duper long while lol. The past month even if i blogged it would be about some emo stuff. I should rename this my emo corner. Anyway today i stayed at home and gamed my ass of when im suppose to be studying for my Bstats test which is tmr. And i comfirmed that my GPA will drop below 3 omg...thanks to that awesome module called accounting which im going to get a D for:D Well hope i can still bring it up back to above 3 if i get an A for DDNT which is on this tuesday i havent studied at all for it. I forgot to mention that i know nothing at all about DDNT since the 2 week holidays. All the chapters which were covered since that 2 week break i have no idea what they are about. I dont even know whats the first chapter called lol. Anyway these past few days i've either been our with my classmates or gaming with lennard and co. Daniel joined back with the skype group again! Sometimes i wonder whether are secondary school friends going to stick with u till the moment u start a family. I mean its been 5 months since poly started yet my closest friends still remain with me apart from cek who is an ocean away. The people i feel most comfortable with is still them no matter what. Even though i enjoy myself very much in class.....but i just can't get that feeling with them...they are all funny but they don't have my heart. You know the feeling when you let ur heart and mind sync with those around you.....we laugh together and we bleed together. I can't get it with my classmates. I can see that some of them have achived that sort of relationship as friends.....but i just can't seem to tune in the same way. My classmates they seem to enjoy walking slowly i mean literally....very often i see myself walking far ahead of them. Even in this little physical aspect im unable to sync with them. Oh i just realised...i turned this into and EMo post LOL

Oh my

2009-08-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

In the end...the people i laugh most with is still them.
I wonder how does it feel to not think...i never understand why information keeps streaming through my brain..

I see

2009-07-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

I'm just keeping this blog alive...so hello ppl or rather kylie...since i swear she is the only person who reads thesedays or maybe not.
Anyway today i went to watch harry potter with lennard, mitch and xj. Show sucked and i missed the only interesting part cos i was smsing omg. I've been need rant on some stuff soon or i'll go crazy. It seems like these days everyone has their own problems. Sigh* what happen to the so blissful poly life we so envisioned.

LOL

2009-07-15T09:37:00.001+08:00

Omg i scare myself shitless with my emoness. i can't believe i said all that last night.

I realise it now

2009-07-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

After some thought on my own life i realised something....today a good friend of mine jokingly told me that my heart is with several different girls.....despite the fact it was just a mere joke....i couldn't help but realise in a way he was right. I always wondered why was i always so attracted to the cute, the bubbly and the outgoing even though a quieter and less temperamental person would suit me better...since im prone to jealousy and anger in such cases. Besides i was never really good at talking and i enjoy my own quiet time. But i finally figured out the truth today, or rather i came out of my self denial. I never really gotten over yi ling. Even though i have sort of healed.....but i still feel empty inside me and hence im attracted to anything which reminded me of her...especially her retardedness and her tantrums cos to me these resemble warmth to fill up what i lack. This few aspects which i loved so much about her. But too bad, she has a boyfriend now. Sometimes i wonder 2 years ago that night if i had controlled my temper and stopped her from crying would we still be talking? And last of all even though they will never see this i would like to apologise to that little circle and swallow for trying to use both of u as replacements.

:D

2009-07-12T23:24:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder whats wrong with me! LOL
[c=4]♥[/c] says:
LOL
haha
u crazy la
Tow Wei says:
crazy over you

[c=4]♥[/c] says:
LOL
wowoooow
Tow Wei says:
see
love confession
shucks i should stop telling liew
lies*
i cant make yb happy for no reason
[c=4]♥[/c] says:
LOL
cowdungs nahhh
haha
Tow Wei says:
i bet you were happy riggghht
no use lying!
[c=4]♥[/c] says:
hhaha no!
i know u were lying
u always lied
tsk tsk tsk
bad example for us

FUCK LAH

2009-07-11T23:30:00.002+08:00

WTF is wrong with me....have i learned nothing from my past experience? Am i not different from that time? All the skills ive gained are they all useless? FUck it man. Why am i stuck with such a situation? Can i go no further? Is it really not meant to be? I need you to be my side now.

Photo update

2009-07-06T21:10:00.017+08:00

Coincidentally enough i am wearing exactly the same outfit for all despite taking the photos on 2 different days haha

OMG i love it

2009-07-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

Pics

2009-06-28T21:54:00.010+08:00

ECP outing

2009-06-27T00:24:00.002+08:00

Havent been updating recently cos i dont have the mojo to blog haha! Well i do have it now! Anyway today i went to ivan's place to return his pants and borrow his volleyball for the outing. Met up with Nicholas, Wei Liang, Zhan Xiang, Li Yuan and Yanbin at bedok mrt. Had lunch at bedok first,omg i shouldnt have ordered the 4 dollars carrot cake i couldnt finish it lah. Went to ECP on 196. After we got our bikes we had like 5 sec crash course on cycling for Wei Liang who still swears that he had never touched a bike before. He told me he dint know how cycle, well i think he was telling the truth cos for the first part of the journey he was running while holding on his bike while we were cycling haha. Well we decided not to be so bad and teach him. So i tried teaching him for 5 secs. Den i decided to let him go. To everyone's surprise he dint fall down. He could ride immediately la! Sigh* It took me an hour to learn when i was in p3 while he did it in 5 secs. So anyway we rode to the quieter part of east coast. Played vb with li yuan, yanbin, zhan xiang and wei liang. Den we talk cock and took pics haha. OMG i hope ly doesnt post some of the photos. Well we cycled to the jetty and enjoyed the sea breeze lol. Yanbin was sneakily taking photos of us haha. Wei liang is really another one full of crap lor. He was busy crapping while nic and i tried to rebutt him. On the way back to the rental shop, yanbin fell down :(. Anyway shes fine now. So after returning our bikes we headed down to bugis to meet up with regina. Yanbin went back cos she was injured and all. Well had dinner at some noodle place at iluma. Den we went to laselle. I dunno why we even went there i think cos it was a nice place to slack. I tell you the building is dam nice. Sihui met up with us there. We just sat down and talk cock, listen to ly lame jokes and played games like black magic which joel always used to play in class haha. Well homed at 11+ with Ly and Nic.

Precious one

2009-06-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

No matter how much i tried to hate u for leaving me behind...i still couldn't do it...i still smile when i remember how retarded you were, how feisty you were haha, you would stomp ur foot when u were trying to throw a tantrum...those night calls we had.... how u would continuously blabber about tv shows, clothes and bags. I guess i miss it all.....wishing you were here like you used to be.

Well anyway on a brighter note ytd i went out with wei liang, wei hua, nicholas and zhan xiang to shop for clothes. I bought 3 tops, 2 bottom and one beanie haha! Wah but there were like a hell lot of coincidences happening on SAT. It all started at taka or rather pepper lunch. I went with them to pepper lunch to visit cass and hopefully see kylie haha. Aaand cass had to point it out that i was short. Its not my fault im the shortest in the group lol. Well after eating at pepper lunch, i got a shock when i stared opposite pepper lunch...i think the eating place was called yoshiniya....guess who was eating there? Sarah(My classmate)! She was eating with her parents. I was like dam shocked lah. Coincidence lor! Wait wait! still got somemore. After we left taka, at the traffic light, we saw her again but the way we spotted her was dam funny. Nic was trying to bluff wei hua that he saw sarah, then he anyhow go point at some random direction. I went to look at that direction...i saw a girl...i was like thinking eh why that girl look so familiar...den i realised it was sarah la! I kept laughing and laughing non-stop...den i started pointing at the "random" direction...the guys all looked at the direction and they all got a big shock. You should have seen Nic's face! He anyhow point really turn out to be the person HAHAHA! Well we went to borders that shopping centre...den we went to Isetan at Shaw centre..guess what we saw her again-.-...we went to a different lvl we still saw her again. So we basically saw her a total of 4 times at orchard. I swear the parents think we're stalking her. Wei liang wanted go bugis...so we went. I regretfully opened my big mouth and said....scarly we see li yuan at bugis haha...i'll jump down the building lor. And yea we really saw her at bugis. She was with sihui(another classmate). Sigh* me and my big mouth. Wei hua thought we had it all plannned haha...cos all his life he never had met so many friends by coincidence. Come to think of it neither have i haha. Well i had to leave early cos my parents wanted take the family out for dinner. Went to some place at sembawang. Expensive but food was good though.

Exams are over

2009-06-11T21:37:00.003+08:00

Haha all my "common tests" are over!! FOr the first time out of the past 4 days, i did not take the same bus as sarah. It was like everyday we end up taking the bus tgt lor. Oh she just came online haha. Just in case ppl get the wrong idea, I DONT HAVE feelings for her. SO thanks :) Anyway after exams went to bukit timah plaza with wei liang, wei hua, nicholas, zhan xiang, sarah, yanbin and li yuan for dinner and played pool after that. Li yuan left to go out with her mum after dinner though. Yes i play pool now, altogether ive played around 6 games so far. Wa lau eh dam paiseh leh yanbin so pro lor. She played quite a few times haha. Homed with Sarah, yanbin and nicholas.We were like chatting about how we ended up talking to one another. We seperated at the mrt cos sarah and yan bin stay at different sides from nic and i. Nic stays at redhill lol so close to me. Chatted again with nicholas. Sigh* his so lucky, sometimes i wonder is it my clique's fate to suffer from relationship problems. Oh i met tomio and kenneth on the bus haha. Saw john before my test too. You know what that dickhead did? i was sitting with Yanbin, Yinghao and Sarah...den john walked up to the table and said this. He go ask me are they my class mates and pointed to Yanbin and sarah. He said "So which one u going for?" i was like omg.

IOOIOISOIDASBJHK

2009-06-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

Havent been updating recently due to hectic schedules of projects an preparation for tests which im soo gonna do badly. Its dam pissyfying when u spend so many days preparing and u find yourself having so much trouble passing, so lets not talk about even getting A. DDNT and accounting i dont even know whether i will pass of fail man.
Anyway went to school at 12 to meet my classmates for lunch before the accounting test. Saw kylie and her friends...lol i feel weird saying this haha. I wanted to turn back to ask kylie for the money she owed me but i was distracted by sarah(my classmate) who walked passed kylie. Forgot about the money kylie owed me and i ended up asking sarah about preparation for test. Well the test sucked obviously. After the test, had a second lunch with my classmates again, on the way doen the hill of ngee...someone just shouted my name across the road. I was like wondering who was it? Guess who? You will never guess it. Anyway it was huiqing lah, i was like dam shocked. I mean i expected such behaviour from kylie but not huiqing. Shes suppose to be the abit shy shy only on the outside that type. Haha. Well went to ngeowz house and met up with len and xj who were having their guitar practice. Whats with guitars these days? I still like piano pieces better. Cellophane or violin aint too bad either. Had dinner at botak jones. We begin reminiscing again lah. OMG i laughed and laughed. I rmb that time in sec 3 when ngeow somehow pissed aaron of...and aaron dug his nose and rubbed his nose shit on ngeow's shoe during physics class haha. We also talked about Daniel soh's first attempt at chinese O lvls. He thought shui ping meant water bottle but it meant service standards. Then he ended up writing about water bottle instead of service standards. The most hilarious thing was that after the paper he thought he did well...until we made him realise he was like super out of point. I bet the marker laughed his ass of lah! Well of to study for B stats tmr zzzz BYE!

KKKK

2009-06-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

Rushing my project due tmr haha. I'm like sooo last minute. Wei Liang rocks as a group mate....despite his slacker vibe which he gives of.....his like super efficent lah. I must not fail him LOL i'm always like this....bitching about them infront of them while praising them behind their backs. My class ppl their looks dont fit their character at all. Apart from Wei Liang, nicholas is another good example. He looks like those abit pai kia but his one of the most helpful people i know. Despite his way of speech and the stupid things he has done, he has done many things i never expected of him. His the only person to buy tissue from those poor aunties and uncles even though he doesnt need them just to make their lives a little easier. He takes brochures just for the sake of helping those people clear their jobs faster. He doesnt even read them lol. Then there was this one time there was an ang moh who was having problems with his luggage at clementi mrt....nic just went up and helped him. I was like omg that was so unexpected.

Stress

2009-06-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

Im feeling the stress!! Time passes too fast. In a flash i will be reaching the end of the first term in poly. I still dont feel like a poly student lah. Maybe because most of my subjects are on the academic side. My 30 percent common tests coming! omg kill me. I'm dam freaking scared of accounting... I only know my B stats is currently at a B while my prog is probably at a A :D! But im still super scared for the common tests lor. Tsktsk kylie only has 2 tests...life is unfair. Humanities school really has it easy. Its like the only school so relaxed lah. SIgh* I am already in my course i just have to do my best. Good luck everyone for the tests next week!

Tsktsk

2009-06-02T19:16:00.003+08:00

I'm annoyed...i hate people trying to bullshit with me. Another thing ive been wondering about lately is that whether girls are meant to be lied to. This is just my opinion....i always felt that girls were to temperamental to take the cold hard truth. If you tell them the truth they blow up....u lie to them they happily take in ur crap without even suspecting anything. Guys on the otherhand are much better in taking in the truth..yes we dont like it but we won't blow up.

I give up

2009-05-31T21:36:00.003+08:00

I give up trying to make the navigational buttons work. Looks like programming hasnt helped much. Well anyway...gotta go study for bstats. Exams coming omg.

100th

2009-05-28T15:17:00.003+08:00

I am currently fuming at my lecturer/mentor. I just had a presentation worth 20 percent of my overall for FP and DDNT modules. He fucking hell slept during my presentation. I thought presentation was supposed to be graded by the speakers speech and body language? I was like wondering whether i was dam boring or smth until my friend told me he was sleeping for the other presentations as well! I was like Wtf? And u know whats the irony? He just lectured me on showing respect. I was like whaat!? In my head i was like "I wasn't the one who slept when i was being presented? I wasnt the one who slept during my own director's speech?"Yes he slept during a talk held by our very own Director of the school of ICT. Thats his freaking boss and he still fell asleep during her speech and you come and try to teach me about respect. FUCKED up asshole.

YAYA

2009-05-27T11:57:00.001+08:00

YAY! im blogging from school. Im so dam fricking bored in accounting class. Later got another 10 percent progamming test! Sigh exams coming up.

Misery loves company

2009-05-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

Today went out with lennard and shim to ngeow's house for the chicken rice. Its been like ages since i went ngeow's house but for some reason it felt like it was just yesterday. I forgot to mention i was got a blast of nostalgia when my parents drove pass Taka. I mean during the holidays that was like place i would go each time i went to orchard. I still rmb walking in to visit kylie at pepper lunch with john and co each time we were going for a midnight movie. So many times spent down there sigh*. I think life is a joke. I mean during the holidays all of us were like " I can't wait for poly to start!" Now its "i cant wait for holidays to start!" I guess its cos i'm missing the clique and kylie more and more each day. Each time i have dinner with either of them it feels so weird. Its like they are from a different world away from me. I'm still so not used to waving to them from afar watching them with an unknown group of friends while i am waving too with my new class or future clique whichever way u call it. Everytime when anyone of the clique intros me to their new friends it will be like "Hello this is Tow Wei...his my ex-classmate" It feels so weird hearing the word "ex-classmate". I worry almost everynight whether will i still remember them a year from now. Will i still continue to smile and wave happily to them or will that smile turn to into my cold and seemingly unfeeling gaze. I'm suddenly missing danielle.

I'm currently singing "graduation".

I LOOK DAM FGAY

2009-05-24T01:24:00.007+08:00

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

2009-05-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

Homed for the good part of the day today. After that went out with my parents for dinner at some restaurant whose name i cant be bothered to remember. Food was OK lah. I ate 5 plates of Beef :D. Who cares anyway i'm already fat.
Random Stuff
-Li yuan plays guitar
-dotaing during the weekends sure is boring
-"What are you doing?" hasnt failed as a conversation starter despite the fact i havent used it in awhile
-I like piano maybe i wannna relearn it

I'm currently singing "Crush" by david archeleta again! I'm getting sick of it though. I feel like giving up.

Mood swings

2009-05-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

I seriously dont know whats wrong with me lately, i can be happy one moment and extremly miserable the next moment. Well anyway today was quite a slack day, mainly rushed through my ddnt project. I couldnt be bothered anymore whether i did it properly anymore. Well its finally submitted which puts an end to my hectic week omg. Had dinner with wei liang, wei hua, zhan xiang and yinghao. I tell you wei hua is full of bullshit, i never seen anyone with so much bullshit before and you're talking to someone who knows ivan omg. I kept on laughing and laughing. Well yinghao left for his guitar lesson so the remaining of us met up with lennard and shim. Introed them to one another, then we set of for astronomy. It was okay lah. Well i need a cca after all anyway. Afterwards i went with len and shim to clementi macs to eat my second dinner. Talk cock for an hour plus. den homed

Joy and sadness

2009-05-20T21:31:00.004+08:00

YESSAH i got my first A+ for my Programming test. Even though its only 10 percent. Thats quite a lot actually. I got 9 percent. Free 9 percent! And im going to have 2 more of such similar tests. YAY! I wanna get A+ for programming!

Sadly im rushing my accounts work and my DDNT project. Tuesdays cats presentaion was okay lah. I think i was one of those that did more on presentation which means more individual marks YAY!

OMG

2009-05-18T21:40:00.003+08:00

I failed my SETS test lah. Wa lau that neutralised the A i got for my assignment. Drats. Den my remaining other assignment i got a B. So in the end everything is still a B. Just when i finally got an A omg. Well thankfully this just covers up to 4 percent of my B Stats so far LOL. Well it seems by far that my programming is doing the best. The 10 percent test i had was quite easy. Free 10 percent just like that omg. Accounting has the heaviest workload. I dont feel like doing lah. Well so far no grading yet. Well not until 22nd May which is coming soon. DDNT no grading until this Friday. Well i got a lot to read up since i stopped listening in DDNT class in like the 3rd week. Fundamentals of IT ah i actually have no idea how am i doing. Well by far i shouldnt even come close to failing it. CATS is quite alright. Too bad IS modules dont have that much credit zzzz.SNW is fun haha. Well overall im probably average...too average if u ask me zzz. I need to be at the top haiz.

Before i forget:D I'm currently singing "Toungue Tied" by Faber Drive.

Project work Project work Project work

2009-05-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

Went to bugis today today to do my cats project:D Met up with Zahir,khairu , Alif and nicholas. At the start we were like dam of track cos we were talking about National service which khairu went through. He says it was dam fun haha. And for some reason the topic shifted to gays and lesbians Lol. Well after like an hour plus, we finally begin doing our project. Well i think today was quite constructive since we already settled the main part of the project. All that is left is the construction of a seven slide powerpoint and a couple of cards that need to be bought :D. Sadly not all my projects are going so well, my joint project of DDNT and FP isn't going so well. In fact thats an understatement, we are fricking behind time. I feel a bit bad for lying to li yuan about the fact that i was doing the project in the night, which is why im gonna start the project now since i dun wanna lose my GPA and it will assuage my guilty conscience. Aargh i still need to study for my B stats test tmr too @#@#@!

Random stuff
-Alif supports liverpool
-Fairfiled is a dam safe place compared to other schools
-I kind of been thinking or yi ling recently, she sort of disappeared from my life, thankfully i dont feel anything anymore

I'm currently singing "Over you" by daughtry

Dinner at clementi

2009-05-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

Just came back from dinner with ngeow, len and shim at clementi. We ate at kfc cos shim had a few vouchers LOL. Well we chatted alot. We shared stories about our parents. For example, there was a time shim's parents threw a pair of fire crackers down and it hit someone's house and the house caught fire. Haha. Oh did anyone hear the story about the boy named ngeow who fainted? Ask me if u want to know more :D Oh i forgot to mention yesterday when i went astronomy, lennard go bullshit the astro president that my english name was Ace omg. So now the astro president thinks my name is Ace pang -.-. Oh well....it could have worst...i could have called Rambo or smth.

I'm currently singing "Next to you" by jordin sparks :D

RaASasadasdasfaf

2009-05-16T10:38:00.003+08:00

Shall be at home the entire day today i think! Nvm i have gta to keep me occupied. Aargh and screw the two projects due next week. Stress!!! and i have a bstats quiz on monday. So much for laughing at the jc ppl haiz :(

I'm currently singing "kai bu liao kou" by Jay chou :D

QCQQWKJNJSKQANSKA

2009-05-15T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'm currently singing "crush" by David archeleta! Ask lennard what it means:D

really bored to death

2009-05-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

issit me or is my mouse like dam slow. Ok maybe my fujitsu mouse is faster. As usual im faced with problems. Miserable life eh? Well this time im stuck in a maze. No matter which way i go i can never reach my objective. How am i going to get closer to the objective? Is there really no other way?

So much for the Weekend

2009-05-10T21:55:00.003+08:00

I kind of wishing now that poly dint start and that im still having my gaming session with the guys now. Suddenly I don't feel like going to school lor. Perhaps its about time the Monday blues for poly started kicking in. You know what poly lessons feel like? It feels as though im just going for those group tuitions i used to go for in just education. Aaargh i completely forgotten i had a test tmr...thankfully Li Yuan reminded me. Need to go study. Or rather, i'm going to attempt to study. Lets hope i succeed, if not there goes my GPA. Oh today was quiz day lor.

That be all,
Bye

Star trek!

2009-05-08T23:52:00.004+08:00

Escaped from my stupid performance thingy to meet up with kylie john and huiqing cos i was already late. Met up with joel, xj, ngeow, iz and daniel along with those mentioned above. Went to watch Star trek with them. Show was not bad haha.

Aargh screw it, in my impatience to get out of the lecture hall screwed me up hard. Only thing i can do is hope for the best. Hopefully im thinking too much again. If only i could see my own scenes, its funny aint it? I'm usually quite accurate, i could be a fortune teller, but im so blind to my own future. I always got all arrogant with _____ every single time i proved i was right. But whats the point of all this if i cant see my own. If only i could follow my own advice which i so often give out. If only i could calmly sit back and view the situation like i always did for others, but its so fricking hard to judge or even infer with different emotions running wild all over me. I know better than anyone those are the reasons why im often oversensitive or having negative mindsets. Sucks doesnt it? We are only as strong as out weaknesses are.

Gotta be Somebody, Nickelback

2009-05-07T22:51:00.001+08:00

I'm suddenly loving this song. I dont know why haha.

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

Poly life as it goes on

2009-05-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

Today was IS day. CATS was dam fun lor. We had some game similar to survivor. You will get your role you are playing from your teacher then you will be grouped up into 2 groups. Well the game goes this way, there are a number of survivors on a deserted island, you are suppose to vote ppl of to die. Well you are given chances to defend yourself why you should be allowed to survive. Well like typical survivor game, theres lots of backstabbing alliance building well use ur creativity to survive. Well i got a completely sucky role, i was suppose to be a 90 year old man. Tell me how am i suppose to convince the others what uses i have to ensure my usefulness? Yes the wanted to kill me in the first round but they didnt. Due to my incredible ability to bullshit. I told them old man got alot of grandchildren, den my son is bill gates, grandson is mafia boss and grand daughter in nasa so can use satellite spot us. Well i learnt something in this activity, its not something to be proud of but i couldnt help it. Some people are easy to manipulate. For your infomation out of the 10 of us i was the 7th to die. Means 6 ppl died before me despite the fact i had a useless role. And i have been targeted since the first round. The teacher even commented on how i was able to survive despite having a sucky role. All the bullshit in the world dint save me. You know how i did it? I directed all attention away from me. Most people dont know which direction they want to walk. Give them a path and they stupidly walk on it. All i did was give them a target and they walked towards it.Which was how i survive for 6 rounds. While all of them point fingers at me, i point my finger at someone else and say some bullshit and persistantly point at that person, and they all follow me. And I was one of the few smart ones to set up alliances of convenience. Which in the end turned on me. Cos there were only 4 of us left and so it became each man for his own. The thing about alliance of conveniences its like a double edge sword, it helps you yes, but i notice what goes around comes around, that betrayel which you made will come back and bite you back. So dont do it so often. I seriously think i could have won the game if i had a better role lor. Nvm i was praised thats enuf.

Well played VB again SNW. DOnt think i will have much aches since i dint feel the pain in my muscles. I dunno which is better. To have a sunny day which will allow me to play vb, meaning there is no excercises which will break my legs but i have to stand in the blistering hot sun or hope that it rains, its cooling and i dont have to put up with the heat, but i have to do leg breaking excercises. Tough choice eh?

Went to SP with kylie to meet daniel and hakim. Dined with them. I think the inside of SP is nicer den ngee ann lor. Homed alone

zxc

2009-05-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

I finally found a use for the asia conference notepad which was given to me when i went for its services last year. Must thank yi ling later. Haha

Random stuff

2009-05-05T08:32:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna break my legs again during volleyball! Swine flu lvl is at 5/6. A bit more and school will be cancelled. Noooooo i want to have school. I still got things to do there. FI04 is getting more enjoyable everyday. :D:D:D:D:D:D

Shalalala

2009-05-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

Today went to school. Oh wait i go to school everyday. haha. Anyway i had school from 9-6. Fundamentals of programming was boring as usual. Tutor was talking to himself -.-. I swear the power points help me more. After that was Business statistics. Tutor couldn't speak decent english. Had trouble understanding him. Seriously ngee ann should get all teachers to go through english oral lessons. Had my 2 hour break. Went with my class to bukit timah shopping centre to play pool. Li Yuan doesn't believe i never play pool before :(. She say i where got so good boy omg. Am i that bad? Haha. Well rushed back for DDNT class. Oh that one best ah. The lecturer could speak good english, and topic wasn't that boring. But i fell asleep in class cos i was too tired omg. After school, I went with my classmates to clementi to buy some shirts for the variety show this Friday. OMG i'm going to dance "nobody nobody but eu" KIll me. Met up with Kylie, Xj, lennard, Ivan for dinner. Homed afterwards.

I haven't felt this way for a very long time. Its nice to feel it after so long. Its like a burden was lifted of from my heart. Haha

Wolverine

2009-05-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

Watched wolverine today with lennard. mitchell, ngeow, xj, aaron and shim. Show was good. Saw lots of ngee ann ppl. I dont feel like blogging. bye

Never there

2009-04-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

Are you there? No you're not. You're never there for me now.

YUIOP

2009-04-30T11:03:00.001+08:00

Decided to private it cos i couldnt stand people like heng bok and donald coming in for their entertainment.

Just a little longer

2009-04-29T21:11:00.003+08:00

I wish it could last....last just a little longer. Im not the best looking guy around.....neither am i the funniest.......the tallest....the best in sports....the cutest....the brightest....but still at that time you were there when i needed someone, you of all people. 2 years ago i would have considered the idea of having you as a friend ridiculous....but look at us 2 years down the road haha. I never expected to find a the closest thing i had to a soulmate in you. Did you know you were the first person i willingly cried to? Did you know I always had my thoughts on you? If i could rank the people by the number of times that appear in my head. You would be the first. Its was never yi ling or any of the guys and girl cliques....that is first. Reality crashed in on me recently, i realised you had already walked ahead of me, no longer there for me, no matter how fast i would run i could never keep up. Today i had a moment when i stared at that hill. The hill i always wanted to belong to. I saw myself walking pass you as though you never existed. I had given up on running to keep up. I felt so miserable when those images came into my mind. I just want a little more time....just a little more to remember the past. Tsk it looks like i haven't grown stronger, im still the same, ever so weak.

VB

2009-04-28T20:28:00.002+08:00

Yea just reached home. Feeling fricking tired.Cos today was raining, we couldnt play vb so we ended up doing circuit training. Circuit training sucks. My thighs hurt like hell thanks to vb training during SNW. Wah piang eh, I finally realised how fat i am when i was doing push up. I finally felt the extra 10kg which i gained. And when i was 10kg lighter i already had difficulty doing push ups. Girls have it so easy, the push up the leg can touch floor. My stomach hurts like hell too thanks to all the pacs training we had. i'll probably get feel the muscle ache tmr. Oh i manage to pass vb session without talking to kylie like i said i would. As though i need help making friends. Well i made 3 new friends. One was Eddy from kylie's ECH class, Andy from FI but different class and some malay guy whose name i dunno how spell. As things are, i think they are pretty funny ppl, we were like talking crap or laughing at each other during circuit training. After SNW i headed down to the nearest canteen with Andy, we begin chatting about camps and all. We spent alot of time complaining about people like aaron who used to be so short but is so fricking tall now. If not we were looking at girls lol. Oh there was this girl quite pretty one that approached me for direction but i lost her!! I dunno how she follow until can get lost. She wanted to go to the swimming pool which was dam close since we were already in the sports complex! Nvm who cares. Haha

JKL

2009-04-28T11:20:00.002+08:00

Today is IS day haha. I get to wake up late. I'll blog abit before i'll go to school. Yesterday I had my first real lessons. I very much prefer it over those boring lessons in the first week. Programming wasn't as bad as i thought it was. Well since our teacher was nice enough to find us an online dictionary of programing term. After programming we had Business statistics, or rather its just a more advance version of e math. It wasn't as bad as lennard had it since i started of with sets which we learnt in sec 2 while lennard has some chapter that sounds cheem cant remember whats its called, i just remember the name is very long. The only part i had problem with some conversion part. It was tested during O lvls but i skipped the question since i nvr had the patience to do it. But that aside it wasnt that difficult. Most of the time when i cant do the question is just cause i was very rusty in emath....well thats easily solved but checking online to refresh my memory. Oh my B stats teacher passed around a slip which ask us to write our math results. Wei Liang and i were shocked by our class's math results. For both A and E maths i saw a hell lot of A's. The lowest for E math was a B3. Yes thats me. The lowest of Amath was a C5, yea thats me too. A Lot of them had gotten an A for both A and E math. I think most of them dint do really well for humanities and english. Although there are quite a few 9-12 pointers. Adriel himself got 11 points. No i don't know why he came to my course. Versatile course i suppose. But i still would have preferred it if i went to banking and finance. But what to do its a 10 pointer course. And its one of the top 3 most popular in singapore. I can see why i called it a dream course. Well after b stats i had a 2hr break. We went to some hawker centre out of school. I realise i don't see many fairsians unlike the others. What to do.... my block is on the right side of ngee ann while most of them are either on the hill which is on the left side or for ppl like xj his is behind the hill which is still on the left side. Well after break i had DDNT(Digital devices and Networking Technology) Sounds cheem right? Well looks can be deceving, its my easiest class by far. Lazy explain what it is about. Well i gotta shower now and head of for school.

Bye

FGH

2009-04-25T08:52:00.003+08:00

Realised 5 mins ago that i haven't been blogging properly and i have been using my blog to rant and complain. Oh well shall blog properly then! Hmmmm yesterday was a great improvement from thursday. For some reason the guys seem to talk more and laugh more haha. Must be cos we all played a dota game together hahaaha. See dota is the universal language for most guys. L4D is also another one. Thanks Nicolas for the L4D! Well we spent the morning playing dota den we had some talk by our very own school of ICT's director whose name i forgotten. Oops. Well anyway she was talking about the roles of IT/creative professional cos we were going to start our real lessons soon. The talk was....boring. Yes and my so called mentor fell asleep during the talk. All of us kept laughing and laughing. Its like so dam ironic....the director asked us not to sleep but her very own staff fell asleep. Well after the talk I had some 2 hr lunch thing. Well lunch was free :D. Bonded more with my class. Spoke a bit to li yuan(the girl that gave me the aaron answer "why so cold?" "Cos not hot") and her jokes are even lamer than aaron's or lin hong. Take your pick :D. Afterwards headed back to class to write a reflection on the talk. I tell you zhan xiang is dam good at bullshitting. And i thought i was good haha. Dotaed after reflection and we were dismissed later on. Met john and kylie for dinner/lunch. Lennard joined us later. Was suppose to follow lennard to the astronomy thingy but i dint want to be an extra haha so i kind of chikened out. When i went to the bus stop surprisingly i saw john again. Chatted until we had to walk different routes. Well went home alone after that

All my life i wanted get out of fairfield, but now for some reason i want to go back to visit it. I miss the fact that the school is small and has no godamn hills. I realised the fairsians are really unique. We never truly blend in our new surroundings which is why lennard always say we have the fairsian look.

I'm Bored

2009-04-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

Poly life is boring as it goes. Its not that my new friends are boring but i don't really have much in common with them. I'm missing fairfield more and more each day or rather its just my clique and xj's group. There's just no one to high with. Oh we found a new universal language, mahjong on viwawa......sadly i don't know how play! I'll wikipedia it later. Maybe i'll try sports again and see whether i can rekindle my long lost passion for soccer or badminton. I'll take on vb and frisbee too. Oh wait i did, just that i skipped my first frisbee training today. See lah ivan all your fault! VB ah i'll see how it goes....i havent played it since primary school. Ivan, lennard some help?

ASD

2009-04-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

Was being online at night always so lonely? I miss daniel screaming....i miss XJ's sarcasm, ngeow's what thingness, terence's crap, Lennard's laughter and all those dota games which had so much fun and laughter. Most of them are offline now. All of them either doing assignments or sleeping in preparation for an early wake up. It really does feel that something is missing. Its such a shame that none of them are in my class....what i would give to have someone like them in my class. No one can high with me the same way they do. No one can perv at girls the same way all of us do. It just feels so wrong not having them by my side. Feels so wrong staring into a com screen without their voices screaming, shouting, singing and laughing out of my speakers.

Day one Life in poly

2009-04-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

The first day in poly is dam boring lah. I fell asleep in the very first briefing. All that talk about scholarships and busaries which i wont be getting lol. Then i had my Laptop preperation class in preparing my laptop when i start the real lessons next week which was dam boring too. Ended up talking to junhao and ngeow online. Apparently they were bored too. Haven't had any lecture yet since lessons don't start till next week....but for those that started lessons like lennard and john they tell me lecture sucks. Kylie has gotten her first piece of homework liao haha. Its been 7 months since i done any homework. Anyway met up with lennard ivan joel huiqing john and kylie for dinner. Sigh* Haiz what would i do without kylie she's like the only girl i don't bother talking nicely to....actually it just means that im quite honest with her.......i swear any girl on the street would have slapped me if i spoke like that. I sure will miss her. I think this is my third time saying that haha. Can't help it.

Teeheee

2009-04-20T14:47:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging in class!! LOL the guy beside me watching the recent Man U vs everton match. Oh i found out Adriel supports Arsenal, Nicolas supports Liverpool, Wei Liang supports Man U and i support chelsea! LOL the top 4 teams

Movie 17 again omgomgomg

2009-04-19T10:37:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to vivo with john, xian jin, joel, ngeow, ivan ,terence, iz and Lin Hong. Met them (xj, Ngeow, Ivan, Terence and Iz) at dover first. Oh i met Lin hong in the MRT on the way to dover which was how he was invited. Sorry Lin Hong for the last minute invitation haha! Apparently he was coming back from PJC after some exam. Haiz poor overly stressed JC ppl. We watched 17 again omg. ZAC YAY!! -.-. We actually wanted to watch Taken but it was selling out fast and due to some miscomunication between Xj and me we couldnt even get front row seats and ended up watching 17 again haha. 17 again wasn't as bad as i expected it was dam corny lah! But some of the girls in the movie were hot :D hehehehe. I don't give an ass rats about Zac......i dislike such guys cos they attempt to look like 15 year olds but they cant even get close to it and its disgusting. I mean come on u gonna be an adult soon so start looking like one....overgrown kid. Went to superdog for dinner.......Iz left us cos he had dinner at home. Went to ngeowz house later. Oh i hate playing halo with ngeow. Bloody cheapo. All of us decided to aim him first since he had a dam bad habit of shooting u in the middle of a battle with someone else. He always happens to be there or so he says. If you ask me i bet he just camps at some spot and screens the rest of us and when we begin fighting he comes in and kills everyone. Oh Lin Hong got addicted to Ninja Gaiden haha. Homed with Xj afterwards.

And Yes! Finally poly is starting tmr. I swear i ran out of things to do in these 5 months of holidays. I swear programming is gonna kill me. And to the engineering students good luck on ur maths. You can tell me how it sucks when i see u again :D. Kylie don't be a paedophile lol. i'm kidding haha, That be all Bye!

....

2009-04-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

Looks like everyone's in their misery now i'm not alone. I'm so dam fucking sick of you.

Induction Day one

2009-04-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

Met my new classmates for the first time today. Was suppose to meet bolin at the bus stop at 8.45 but i took the wrong bus and ended up cabbing and reaching at 9 haha. Well when we entered the LT most of the ppl were already there but there were still lots of people coming in. Oh my induction group name is Korror 4. Yes i don't know what it means. Well according to my SB(student buddy) everyone is korror 4 is my classmate. So walla i met my new class. THe first part was kindof boring cos everyone was so not enthu i miss anubis's power packed cheers. But at the end of today i guess everyone was just felt weird being among strangers. Well the situation got much better during/after lunch. Oh if u didn't know my class has 10 girls and 7 guys. So it means there's a lack of power in our cheers haha. Well anyway during lunch 6 of us guys bonded for the first time. The one which was not included went MIA. I couldn't stand the silence so i ended up breaking it by asking "why everyone so quiet" hahahaha. Well after that we started talking more. All of us swapped numbers and all. I remembered the guy's names Adriel,Jun Long,Nicolas, Zhan Xiang and Wei Hua. Yes i managed to memorise all their names unlike that time in FOC. Hmmmm in the afternoon we had team games...im too lazy to type out what they were lol. Oh I met kaixin(one of my FOC groupmates) during the games. I think she has her own camp or smth. Oh i forgot to mention smth i think i'm the shortest guy in my class #$@#!@#@.

So much for forever

2009-04-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

I wonder whether does the phrase "friends forever" actually exist. People always promise to always remember but the cold hard truth is ultimately we forget. There are always tears during farewells which i find now are completely pointless....whats the point of crying when you know you're gonna forget them in a year or so. So what if this person was your good friend? By this time next year he/she will mean nothing to you. You have your new friends, he/she has his/her new friends. When i look back now.....i feel that im such a pathetic person at that time....i felt so depressed that everyone was drifting apart. I'm disgusted with the fact that i allowed myself to wallow in self misery for something i already knew would happen. Pathetic ain't it? Its true that friends are important and u must always be true to them.......be there when they need you to be there.....but you must always remember that they are nothing more than a fleeting passage in time. When you look back 10 yrs from now the gossip, secrets and crushes u shared would be completely insignificant. Although I would be lying if i said that im not searching for everlasting friendship despite everything....its human nature to hope i guess. I'll say this though.....if you guys do find that the word forever exists i hope that you'll hold on to it.

Epic failure

2009-04-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

Today or rather yesterday i met junhao at np bus stop at around 12 liddat haha. Our objective was to crash the hms camp. But sadly hms camp has group colours. Like the members of a certain group are suppose to wear a certain colour. Ivan was in some group wearing green, joel was in some group wearing red and kylie was in some group wearing blue haha. There was one more group wearing yellow haha. Junhao and i were wearing white so we couldn't blend ourselves into any group damn! And thus our plan to crash the hms camp was and epic phaaaail. Nvm we still completed our seecond objective. Collect our Sports and Wellness T-shirts haha. I wonder what am i gonna do during Sports and Wellness. Haven't really chosen it yet. Tmr or rather today we plan to crash the sp orientation. And my goodness junhao get the event plan for tmr i dont wanna go up and down again. It was dam sian trying to find the HMS ppl. We climbed up the hill to the HMS block no one was there.......we climbed down to the convention centre no one was there......which left us the sports stadium....which was where we found the HMS camp. Zzzz i hate the fact that ngee ann was built on hills. Junhao was sweating like crazy lol. Even though Sp is bigger but they dont have as many hills omg.

Sentosa outing with FOC ppl

2009-04-12T00:49:00.004+08:00

Today was dam fun haha........went to sentosa with anubis babies. Despite the hot sun i had fun dunking ppl into the water and playing monkey haha. We started the day with playing volley ball. Then we moved on to monkey using a frisbee.Then we converted to the traditional monkey using a ball. Lennard and other groups joined us too haha. It was around then the dunking team came into place. ALl the guys in the group begin to dunk and tau pok the other ppl. We dunked a couple of girls and one gl haha. Soon other groups joined us......all of us were in the water planning who to dunk one by one. We tried to dunk kyle but he ran too fast. Even after we caught him he was like some wild hog omg. The gls were like "aiyo 10 ppl also cannot". For some reason none of us could hold him down......he always twist/turn/break free of out grasp. Dun ask me how he does it....he does it too fast hahahaha. Then later on he found a new tactic by grappling onto ppl. You see if he grapples onto others.....the reamining dunkers have no choice but to dunk their ally alongside with kyle. But carrying 2 struggling ppl is worst than 1. And yes kyle grabbed my foot alongside with sean's lol. The stupid daniel(one of my group's GL) was like throw him(me) in too! The rest of the day was spent with a mixture of dunking and flying jiachong's kite im serious. At around 5 like that.....it started raining....so i left my group to meet up with lennard to head back to vivo. And yes so what if we cut the fricking long queue for the monorail......who cares. Had lunch/dinner with lennard and one of his friends. Met up with lennard's group....and yes lennard told them about my "sentosa passport incident".-.- Oh well. Well his group is nice lah. And omg i found a new eyecandy!!! Later on met up with ivan and mitchell at his church party which is near vivo. Left at around 8....had dinner again with them. Then we were like chatting about our favourite cartoons when we were kids digimon and pokemon. I dun like pokemon now they took away my classic favourites zzzz.

I think i was eating or smth so my face looks kind of funny.

JUNHAO COULDN'T YOU GET A BETTER POSE OMGOMGOMGOMG

CAMP!! ANUBIS!

2009-03-29T00:28:00.004+08:00

Day One
Went to ngee ann with Lennard, xian jin, shim and terence. It was raining dam heavily lor. I was like sianzzzz first day camp got wet weather program. Well thankfully the rain stopped soon enough. YES! I was dam sad when i went into my group Anubis at first. Oh for you info there are 4 groups Anubis(which is obviously the best cos im in it), Amun(which sucks cos got junhao in it), Osiris and whore'us....oops i mean horus. Haha. Anyway i was depressed cos i had no one in the same group as me. Lennard and xj went to Horus, John, terence, junhao and shim were in Amun. Well it was only later i saw joshua, alson and joel. Alson and joel were in the same sub group as me too!
Well mainly for first day we had ice breakers.....and some blind pairings for a dance which i backed out of. Oh during the introductions there was one guy who made me depressed. His name is kyle! I felt like some weak kid when i saw him. I swear his body has no fat. His very well built. I realised ngee ann has lots of guys like him man. Fairfield is full of weak people. haha. Well his muscles come from the fact he practices martial arts. MMA(mixed martial arts). He main basis is on Muay thai and brazillian jiujitsu. I think im gonna start losing weight. I cant stand it. I feel fat next to him. Oh i met this guy called nicolas in my group....i tell you he loves lame jokes lol. He was like asking joel for more lame jokes on the last day. Other friends i met were Shawn, Benjamin(another big guy), Richard. Shawn is nice and fun to talk to....he plays dota too...gotta add him on garena i think his the new friend i spoke most too haha. Benjamin, frankly i was terrified of him his even bigger than kyle, well his not so scary after all...i like his sausage jokes, oh i heard from shawn he does boxing and submission. Richard is really quiet but he still joins us haha. There was still one more guy whose name i forgot. No not that his unimportant. I go find out his name when i get the email from my GLs(group leaders). Well other people in my group were kaixin, elaine, 2jolenes, lin,J,Fabian. Ah screw it i cant remember the rest......sorry it takes me at least a week to remember names. I just remember faces. I rmb i dint know xian jin's name for nearly 2 weeks during sec 2. sorry xj its just names i can't remember. Anyway the afternoon period was spent doing cheers....oh my sub group is named babies....dun ask me why. Blind matched with jingquan. Which was the main reason why i backed away from the dance...no way im gonna dance with a guy. Had my first dance attempt which i hated.
Anyway in the night watched coming soon and underworld rise of the lycans. Coming soon was good i have no idea why kylie finds it not so good. The reason why we watched movies was cos the Gls were silently taking out ppl for the night walk. Hmmm night walk was not so scary at first until they brought me to the godamn toilet. I could hear guys screaming which took away what remained of my courage. I was suppose to go in alone -.-. Until the crew finally agreed to let guys go in pairs. Went with alson. The toilet was pitch black i couldnt see anything at all. Alson and i hid at a corner until the girl who was suppose to scare us was so sick of waiting she finally came out. I screamed when she came out. Then we were suppose to retrive some teddy bear from the toilet bowl. I dint dare to go in so alson had to take it for us. It was den some guy jumped out at scared me witless....no i dint scream....i almost kicked him out of fear. Sorry, its my natural instinct to hit anyone who pops out suddenly. U have ivan, lennard and aaron to thank for that. They like to err...poke me at my ribs which makes me jump dunno why. Well aaron got a nosebleed for poking me from behind cos i moved back immediately and ended up headbutting him. I was holding back punches for the entre night walk lol.

Day 2
Second attempt at dancing......chose to backout cos i couldnt stand it. Well i met lennard! Who backed out cos he couldnt stand dancing with a guy too. Oh John and terence booked out of the camp cos they found it boring which i disagree. Ok lah some parts boring but other parts dam fun which makes it worth staying. Had our dirty games later. The only games which i remembered clearly was the human bowling and the pass the cookie. During the games i swear i had a guardian angel. For some reason i escaped most of the really dirty parts. For example....i escaped pails of water splashing from behind us.....i did not slip in to the mud thanks to the guys who stopped me in time during the human bowling. Oh for human bowling you are suppose to slide down a canvas sheet which has soap and other slippery stuff over it which the sheet is placed over a hill and a pile of mud under it.
For the pass the cookie..... we were suppose to pass a pokki stick (u know the one with chocolate and strawberry flavour) with your mouth. Each time u pass it to the girl( we had alternated between girl boy) u are suppose to bite of a piece of it so it will get smaller when its being passed around, Until its so small and yea the guy girl will kiss/peck. I followed alson...oh wait thats not something to be proud of either.... following alson. Ok i shall say it again. I miraculously ended up there! And i refuse to go into detail on what happnened to everyone during that game. Kylie ask me if you wanna know! You are the only person left i wanted to tell. Dog Soh and the skype group know about it liaoz. Oh about alson i swear there were times he was testing my nerves which is the reason why most people in 4b dun like him....but yet at times i was kind of appreciative he was there. But i still find him irritating. I guess people who dont know him well will find him nice or funny. Oh well who cares.
Anyway after dirty games which i enjoyed, well like i said there were boring parts.....i had a treasure hunt which i so detest in all camps cos its so dam boring and i have to run about and down the hills. Sigh why must ngee ann be built on hills. Called it a night after the treasure hunt.

Day 3
After breakfast and a few cheers.....had dance again. Which i sat out once more. Oh Shim and Joshua booked out the night before. They felt it was boring which i still disagree. You cant expect all things to be fun. The people have to plan for like 400 plus ppl so u cant please everyone. I think fairsians are excellent in complaining(myself included) too. Fairfield had the most book outs. And all those that sat out for dance 3/4 were fairsians. Only guy who remained was xian jin.
Well afterwards we had wet games. Sounds wrong. I should rephrase it to water games. Haha. Had some water ball war with the other groups. Well each group has a member wrapped up like a mummy and its the teams job to stop her from getting splashed upon. I refuse to say wet. The driest Mummy wins. Well i took the role of attacker which means i threw water bombs at other group the mummies. Well stupid whore'us won simply cos their mummy had more wrapping than ours so ours was deemed unfair despite the fact out mummy was dam dry. It was at first meant to be a tie. Oh everyone hates amum....all the groups held mass attacks on them.....i recall anubis massing all attackers and we had a joint mass attack with osiris. Oh junhao sucks did u know that......which is why amun sucks too...haha im kidding. Well that bloody arse jumped onto me in a pitful attempt to defend his group which was pointless since there were like more than 20 ppl attacking amun.
After water games we had our so called camp fire....which had no fire. Well i very much enjoyed my Gls performance....they are really great people man. I couldnt stop laughing at the charizard scene. Sorry FOC joke. You wouldnt understand if i explained it to you. And here comes the main part of camp which i enjoyed so much!!! We had a dance paaaarteeey! Everyone went wild! Xian jin was the one who shocked me the most. He was wild wild wild. He danced with several girls. I remember there was a circle of 5 girls and him dancing in the middle. Joel and i were like wah. I mean its so not xian jin. Xian jin finally grew up! Cannot call him small kid liao.
Had supper afterwards but did not sleep much. Well cos it was the last night people kept playing pranks of those that dared to sleep despite being warned by their GLs. Those that slept had words lik "sexy legs"..."i have no cock".... written on their legs. Some were even masking taped to the floor. Most had toothpaste or shaving cream or prickly heat powder. Oh junhao got a pail of water splashed over him. Oh for me i managed to sleep while surviving 3 attempted pranks. Lennard tried to sabo me for one the pranks....but he forgot i was a light sleeper. I woke up immediately before the marker or powder even touched me. I just woke up the moment i heard footsteps. Yes i can hear stuff even when i sleep....thats how light a sleeper i am. Dats why i get so pissed when ppl call me late at night. Cos i wake up even to the vibration of my phone. Although the third prank attempt was the closest one....i got a small piece of masking tape pasted on me which caused me to jump immediately and thus i escaped without any harm befalling me. The guy was like dam sian cos he dint expect me to wake up so easily. I will never figure out how people still stay asleep when being tied down and drawn on all at the same time.

Day 4
Had mass dance which i sat out again. Then we watched a goodbye vid. It was....kind of touching. I really think that the gls especially my sub group ones doreen and ____ whose name im too afraid to spell wrong no i did not forget his name are awesome. After the camp i went to have lunch at macs with joel junhao and lennard. Later on went to back to fairfield with lennard to collect his O lvl cert. Spent 3 hrs talking to Ms thio and other teachers. Mr liew was dam gay lor. He was like "sure anot so good come back school visit me. If thats true where's my hamper?"....den later on he was like " You got A2 for science sure anot? " Hahaahaaha his still so hilarious. Oh met with mitchell and had dinner with him and lennard. Went home after wards.

Today watched unborn with mitch, lennard, daniel soh and ngeow. Im too scared and bored to blog about it now. Yes im terrified of horror...... cannot ah.

BACK!

2009-03-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

Back from camp......too tired to blog........blog tmr !

Lunch at swensons!

2009-03-23T21:33:00.002+08:00

Met up with john, terence, daniel, xian jin and ngeow! Ate at swensons holland v! Chatted with them........i think daniel is hilarious! Just that his a bit BHB at times haha. Dropped by some store at holland v to buy 2 pairs of shorts for the ngee ann camp tmr. Went to queensway to shop for xian jin shoes. I wonder how was he going to buy anything with a budget of 25 dollars -.-. John's face completely changed in shock when he heard it. Well his gonna bring his mum to buy a new pair of shoes. Saw a pair of converse shoes that i liked! Too bad they dint have the size i wore. I found out that john has smaller feet than me or rather slim feet as he calls it lol. I'll bring my mum with me to buy a new pair of shoes! Later on went to anchor point cos the guys wanted to buy a new game. Team Fortress 2. John shopped again at factory outlet....apparently there was a sale there. Oh the strawberry ice at anchorpoint is nice!. Anyway im going of to game.......i'll be back after my camp which starts tmr. Im kind of excited.

Labrador Park!!

2009-03-22T22:03:00.003+08:00

Went to labrador Park for another family gathering! Played badminton with my sis......cycled with my little cousin:). Chatted with the rest of my cousins haha. Enjoyed myself. Woke up at 9........ended up going back to bed at 10 slept all the way till 1 lol. I guess i was catching up on the loss of sleep the past few days. Settled my Giro form.......i was dam panicky cos i completely forgotten about it. Thank goodness tmr is the last day. Whew!. I forgot to blog about it yesterday. During my Grandma's birthday celebration.......there was a wedding in the same restaurant.....apparently they were having some sort of party..den suddenly a 4 year old kid came into the room spinning and spinning. All of us kept looking at him for like 5 mins until he realised he was in the wrong room. Then my cousin purposely go say "Oi! go back to your room" I swear the kid was going to cry. All of us kept laughing afterwards.

It must be nice to be in the centre of someone's heart haha :D

Birthdays

2009-03-21T23:13:00.003+08:00

Celebrated mitchell's coming birthday two days early today. We got lost on our way to mitch house lol haha. It took us an hour to get there. When we reached we first had lunch. Then afterwards is gaming and more gaming. Bertram was the first to be there.......i swear bertram sort of bulked up the last time i saw him lol. Oh i was laughing like crazy when the guys felt that ___ Bf looked like a gay. Honestly i dont think he looks like one.........no im not giving ____ face....seriously. But the guys reactions were kindof unexpected. Had to leave early cos i had my grandma's birthday to get to. Saw yick ting on the way out.
Went to some restaurant to celebrate grandma's bdae. My cousins are hilarious........they gossip(not in a bad way) a hell lot. It was so dam fun talking to them. I realised my family is quite closely knitted. I must be thankful.

There's so many questions i want to ask you........but i guess i will never get any answers. I realise that now.

Mitchell present V2......swimming at giapgiaps

2009-03-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today went out to meet lennard and aaron at clementi..........went to jurong point to buy mitchell's present. I decided to get mitchell a side gift haha. So i'll be giving the joint present alongside with my side gift. No i shall not tell u all what we bought. XD I swear buying present for a guy really dam hard. It needs to be a pratical and all lol. Buying for girl dam easy......just ensure its pretty or cute and completely useless can liao. While i was looking through the stuff in jp i saw badges on horoscopes........i was dam tempted to buy the libran one for kylie lol. Anyway after buying present for mitch....lennard and i went shopping. We felt like girls. We just spent 43 dollars for 4 tops. We couldnt resist the discounts. We bought the tops from hang ten and surfers corner. I'll bring my mum to spades when she has time :D. We wanted to buy some pants but for some reason pants are a hell lot more expensive den shirts. I need clothes for poly!!!

Went to the dog's kennel....i mean daniel's condo to swim with terence, ngeow, dog, xian jin. Chatted on stuff with daniel and den later on we went to botak jones without daniel XD. No la he dint want to come. At BJ......no it does not mean blowjob....terence act smart an order large......and yes he couldnt finish. Homed afterwards

MITCHELL present.........PUSH

2009-03-19T00:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday met kylie at NP cos we were going to orchard to buy mitchell's present. Waited 40 mins for huiqing according to kylie. Coincidentally we met bolin at the bustop. After 40 years....oops i mean minutes....huiqing arrived. But it was too late. The camp slots were taken up and it was already teh last day. Followed huiqing to collect her mac and configuration. Went back so dat she can put down her stuff.
Well we took a bus to orchard.....actually we went straight to taka. Seems taka is where i go each time i go orchard oh well. Ate macs for lunch down there. Met IZ while we were at the baby fair....the girls wanted to go there. Went to some restaurant which i cant spell the name out sat down and waited for cass and jessie. When they finally reached we ended up chatting for like dam loong. The girls started singing....i tell u it was an embarasssment! For some reason no one seemed to be sitting around us......i think i know why hehehehe. Oh it seems that everyone found out what i do when im not gaming lol. Kylie seems so shocked? No its not porn. Took two hours to buy the first part of mitchell's present.......dun ask me why it took so long. Same reason why u guys hate shopping with your mums unless i get something out of it.LOL. Went to cine to buy the second part of mitchell's present. Saw jaime there. Cant rmb what we said to her. Iz left at around 6.30 liddat den we went to pastamania to have dinner. I'm never eating there,its a bloody rip off same goes for breko xian jin-chan. Went home afterwards.

Today, i had lunch at hokaido with lennard and mitchell......at least its more worth it there -.-. Food is nice. Esp beef and the bacon stick. Oh wait thats about everything i ate there. I just kept ordering them again and again. Haha. After lunch i rushed down to cine to meet john, terence, ngeow, aaronz, xian jin-chan. I think that should be all.......oh wait still got daniel. The movie was at 3....thank goodness i reached at 3. i pratically ran from somerset to cine. We watched push. The guys hated it. Personally im quite alright with it....i dunno why lol. The guys had lunch at the food court. Later on went to terence house to hang out and play cards. I swear aaron is dam lucky. He was like the king for several rounds. Had dinner at some coffee shop. Homed with xian jin.

Screw it dun push ur luck.......just cos i never said anything does not mean its ok. Who do you think you are.....the whole world doesnt have to love what you love....im not obliged to...thats no need to talk back like that.

Ngee ann poly

2009-03-15T00:51:00.002+08:00

Went to ngee ann poly again to hand up the stupid camp forms......went there at 9.30. Yes i know its early but what to do singaporeans all so kiasu. Met up with lennard, joel and terence. It took an hour to change some stuff in lennard's lenovo com. I swear the more i look at lenovo the uglier it seems by the second. Joel and i both dun like the stupid red dot. But sadly......Lenovo has the best specs. It took another 1 and 1/2 hrs to configure software into lennard's com but oh well we watched rush hour 3 while configuring. Saw a dam pretty girl.....after lunch. I realised that my school is opposite the business school. Wah so sian lor.....everyday i see all the pretty girl coming in an out from the school while i only can stare from the other side. The phrase "the grass is always greener on the other side" really applies. Im putting my hopes on multimedia and animation on providing eye candy for my building. My course sure dun have lor. Unless they are attracted by the banking part of my course. Terence left during lunch while joel left when we were leaving np. Met up with mitchell at tenchi. Had a second lunch with him.

I dunno whats wrong with me lately. Been feeling dam shitty for no apparent reason. I just dont feel happy. My temper has been rather short lately. Its like im having pms well at least the guy's version of it if theres such a thing.

That be all, bye

Quiz Mania!

2009-03-14T02:05:00.002+08:00

You Are a Fork

You are truthful, direct, and straight forward.

People find your honesty to be a bit piercing at times.

You are driven and wildly ambitious.

You know what you want, and you take the most direct path to getting it.

What Utensil Are You?

You Are STOP

When you're confronted with a problem, you drop everything else you're doing at the time.

You need to take a moment and collect yourself before you proceed.

Once you've taken a quick break, you're ready to tackle almost anything that's come your way.

But if you're not given time to figure things out, then the likely result is chaos.

What Street Sign Are You?

You Are Bright and Innovative

When You Are Comfortable:

You are very unique and talented. You solve problems well, and you have a creative approach to life.

People see you as straightforward and level headed. You can see opportunities when others only see troubles.

When You Are At Your Best:

You are a hyper, restless person. You need to keep busy, and you always are willing to take charge in life.

People see you as energetic and motivating. You inspire people to be the best they can be.

When You Are in a Social Setting:

You are unique and interesting. You are fascinated by the world, and you're always experimenting with new ideas.

People see you as mysterious and enchanting. You don't realize how much people are drawn to you.

What Do Your Initials Say About You?

You Are a Sage

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.

You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.

Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.

You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.

Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone

Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge

Your power color: Cobalt blue

Your power symbol: Dove

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Brain is Rational

Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly.

You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions.

And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring.

It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world!

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Kylie.........Dragon ball

2009-03-14T00:53:00.003+08:00

Lol i chatted with kylie till 3am yesterday lol its been a while since i had a good conversation with her. Everytime she say hi on msn.....im either gaming or im having a power nap.......when i finally get back shes offline or going to sleep -.-. I spent so much time with the guys till i kindof forgotten about her. Too bad she doesnt play dota haha. I think i really will forget her in a few months into poly. It will be like this........First month we walk pass each other still chat abit and say hi......2nd month when walk pass each other we just smile at each other or some other silent greeting......3rd Month We pretend we nvr knew each other. Memories of secondary school just go down the drain. Kind of depressing when i think about now......ironically i wont be all depressed when the time comes. It makes u wonder will the term "friends forever" ever apply. Forever is a strong words. 10 years from now will daniel still be as retarded.......Cek still as lame......yi ling still as feisty? Will i even rmb kylie or any of them? Oh joel i dun like kylie -.- its just aint right.

Watched dragonball ytd with terence, john and joel.........show sucks dun bother watching. Everything sounds so cliche.

Oh lennard has that creepy ability to read minds. And i thought ivan was bad enough....dunno leh he keeps saying things that actually appear in my head. Scary.

Friday the 13th

2009-03-13T00:47:00.002+08:00

Its Friday the 13th..........everyone stay at home!! Later got accident! So far daniel cant enter hotmail.........we arent getting good drops in cabal........iz cant get into b-net.omg im going out today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!!..............NP laptop sales and configuration

2009-03-12T18:36:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday ivan!!! Sorry i forgotten about it in the morning. Its too bad this year dun have party.......which is the main reason why i for got haha. Past few days have been going to marcus house.........you know why? Cos not come my house. Lol im being lame. Well its actually cos of two things. The chicken rice there is nice..........and marcus's house is like a free arcade. Anyway yesterday i went to the ngee ann the laptop sales. I tell you Fujitsu got the most customers. I had to queue dam bloody long just to get my laptop. While people like like lennard just walk into the room and get it immediately. Acer had almost no business. Acer sucks big time from what i hear anyawy.........looks like its true haha. I bought the Fujitsu 6520.....the lightweight one. I would have gotten the lenovo lightweight one..if it wasn't so ugly.........and it was manufactured and assembled in china.....not to mention it had a bloody red dot for a touchpad. I'll stick to tradional touchpad thank you. Well im quite happy with the specs.......2.4 core 2 duo.......4gb ddr3(stores only sell ddr 2:D) ram. The only thing i am not very glad about is that the graphic card is shared graphics with the ram. 1078mb shared graphics. But oh well I have 4gb to share haha. Oh dat reminds me......EAT SHIT CEK! YOUR LAPTOP SUCKS. So much for the once imba laptop which got obselete so quickly haha.......wad 3gb ram.....i have 4gb:D......err......1.8 core2duo......eh i think mine is 2.4 core 2 duo.HAHAHA
Today i went to ngee ann to configure software in my laptop for my course. Wah i tell you i thought it will be dam long.......cos xian jin and daniel sim told me it will take very long. Or so they thought. Even though i went in like almost half an hour later den them i still came out earlier den both of them lol.Oh during the configuration i met the last person i expected to see. Try guessing who is it? Ah who cares.....i met yi ling. Got so suay one anot XD..........she had 7 days to choose from and 5 different rooms to go........but noooooooo she had to go in on the same day , same time and same room as me. I was so dam shocked when she walked in. I At first when i first saw her....i just saw the back of her head....so i thought it was some dam chio girl......den when i look closely i was like hmmmm the head looks familiar........den when she turn around she gave me a heartattack......no its not cos she looked like a monster :D.......i swear! Well like i said she was the last person i expected to see haha. I guess she was thinking the same too. Since the moment she saw me.....her mouth opened dam big....i dint know it was so big...everyone in the room was looking at her lol? Then the girl who was doing my config for me asked me...your friend ah? I was like omg so embatrassing. It was then i started smsing kylie........Wtf!...haha. Well anyway yi ling bought the Fujitsu 6520 toooo. Wheni asked her why she get that.... she say "Yiling cannot carry heavy but can carry expensive" ------__________------. Sorry Yi ling for reacting so badly.....i haven't seen u in a month after all. And i havent been taking to you much too. You just dont appear in my mind these days esp for the past month since im either busy gaming with the guys....or im out with the guys. Lol im turning gay...Kidding really i swear.......i still like girls. Well ive stopped falling down and have gotten up quite a while ago. Anyway after configuration......i had lunch with xian jin-chan. Actually i think xian jin is quite an interesting person to talk to. After lunch i went home liao.....so that be all for today unless you wanna hear about me pissing shiting eating and gaming. Dats about all i do when im at home.

Watchmen!!

2009-03-07T11:40:00.002+08:00

Watched watchmen with John, Terence, Joel and Lin Hong yesterday. It was a 11.50pm show. We were quite nervous........cos the show was m18 and we bought tickets from some machine or smth.....we were scared that the guy will ask for our ICs. Hmm the show was brilliant.......its M18 for the violence i think. Since hands got sawed of....faces were burnt.... Oh dere was one sex scene(it just shows the man and woman going up and down.....and the woman face groaning thats all) everyone started giggling in the cinema....den terence was like "wah nvr see sex before ah" well thats what he said when we talked after the movie. It was almost like dark knight all over again......dere was one part i jumped ..well the part where the dead dog suddenly slammed into the guy...i was shifting my legs......den suddenly boom! Well after the movie we went home. Took a taxi back home. Cost 10 bucks -.- I swear surcharge is a rip of.

Moving house.........

2009-03-05T07:37:00.003+08:00

Aiya screw it lah..........moving house........parents too much money. Irritating thing about parents they think whereever they go their children has no objections. Everytime like that. Wtf is wrong with our current home? I have 2 direct buses to ngee or i can take a 10-15 min mrt ride to clementi? But nooooo i had to move to kembangan......some stupid terrace down there. No straight buses............16 mrt stops to clementi.....marvellous......nearly an hours journey to ngee ann itself. Not only that none of the new lines help me at all. Parents say singapore very small no problem wad........ya lor no problem.....of course no problem lah........both got car to drive them from joo keng to pasir ris. What do they know about the public transport? from kembangan it will probably take them half an hour max to ngee ann? They have all the highways.......expressways and shortcuts -.-. Then the next reason is my sister got no objection. Of course no problem.......she's from RGS.......town area..the distance like got no diff one maybe just a bit further. As though going to poly with no friends in your course is bad enough.....im going to get seperated from my current ones. I'll pray hard that my new poly friends stay in the east. Oh i guess when i move i can say bye bye to jurong point. Thankfully im moving at the end of july. I suppose cek has it worst? Being an ocean apart an all....oh i guess after i move i'll be joining the aaron/isaac/mitchell group......im not a rich kid i swear.....my parents will rent out the queenstown one to help pay for the new one too.I guess i can forget about making fun of cek aaron iz and mitch about how inconvenient their houses are since im am going get the worst of all of them.

Im sad........

2009-03-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Ah screw it......thanks to kylie's post im feeling all miserable.....lol......that post reminded me of the things i will probably never get a chance to relive it once more. Its funny how the common everyday things i went through in school stuff i never gave much thought to would have such a big impact on me. Jc has started i'll probably have little chance of seeing aaron and cek again. I always complained that aaron was an irritating ass........but now i kind of miss his prescence....i'll never hear his lame jokes again(why so black? Cos not white.)......never getting a chance to run about trying to poke him......burn food with him at seoul garden. Cek.....i wonder how he will be when he comes back...will he be all westernised.... will he still rmb the clique...which will probably be almost non-existant when he comes back. In a couple of months when poly starts.......everything will be so different.....all the outings and gaming sessions all of us had will be forgotten.......i'll never hear daniel's retarded singing voice on skype(which he is currently doing as i am typing -.-)......those marcus and cassandra jokes MARCASS FTW.......xian jin's sarcasm towards daniel and marcus.....iz's unique replies "your choice......rubbish!......"( sorry insider joke) i'll even miss all the jokes on aiseh boy.....eh what thing??...........or alex's "have u ever kissed a bunny between its ears"..........those indian vids marcus always sends us.....lennard funny vids too haha. i will never get a chance to listen to john's wit or terences stupidness(not in a bad way) and his dam suay mouth. hmmm for kylie........i'll just miss her.....no one to confide in..... I'll miss danielle(i dunno why i suddenly thought of her) and her many stuff toys(which will only collect dust).......her dumb blonde jokes.......how greedy she is. Ivan i will miss his insults i dunno why haha. I'll miss yi ling's feistiness.......oops sorry......her little tantrums....and her uncanny ability to blabber for nearly 3hrs. Oh my deres just too many things i will miss!!!!! I still have some time with some of them others i no longer have the time....but either way i'll miss those memories we had in and out of school.

Better than me!

2009-03-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

Better Than Me lyrics

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me

I love this song!!!!!

Slumdog.......... Marley and me

2009-02-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

Today i met up with john, daniel aaaaand junhao. They were late -.-......they told me 2.30 and end up come at 3. Jessie came later on. Luckily i was all the way in the front........so we could buy the tickets immediately. If not i think we would have missed some part of the movie.. We had front row seats at Gv OMG......my eyes hurt every few minutes.....seriously next time must buy at least an hour early. Slumdog was quite but i still prefer The curious case of benjamin button haha. After thet movie met up with kylie and cass. Marcus came along later on.........oh and some of the guys couldnt make it for the second movie. I wanted walk of with daniel and junhao who were leaving but i felt a bit bad for marcus.......cos he would have gone out for nothing. So ended up watching marley and me with kylie, marcus and cass. NO its not a double date so shut up daniel! -.- Well marley and me was quite enjoyable too.....i rate it 3.5. The puppy is dam cute! OMG i felt dam shitty during the end when marley died:(. i almost cried omg i couldnt believe it zzzzz. Oh i forgot to mention kylie's hair quite neat surprisingly today haha.:D

I dont mind going for your outings........we've been thru this before im not ready..

Chalet Pics

2009-02-22T20:22:00.014+08:00

Chalet pics!! i'll blog about it once the others blog about it.....so i wont miss anything out haha.

Indian vids!

2009-02-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

Post valentines.........homed today

2009-02-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

Haha two days ago was valentines day!! While reading kylie's blog i had a flashback on valentines 2 years ago haha. I rmb that barn gave me one of his spare valentine cards.......junhao took it from me without my permission and wrote "for my beloved myra" junhao sucks man....to make it worst even though i hid the card away........isaac(asshole!) took it from my bag and ran all the way down to the second lvl where myra's class was and gave it to one of her classmates.... i was like wtf!! omg such an embarassing message....kill me!! I never knew wad myra said.......besides i dun wanna know even now i dun wan to know.
Oh well i spent my valentines with the guys.....ngeow...lennard....xian jin....terence......daniel sim......daniel soh at a similar place to where we found our first loves.....a lanshop...classic right!? Lol im just trying to make it sound nice haha. After gaming for a while we went to ngeow's house to eat. We played taboo at ngeow's house.....lennard says im a joke when i play -.-......well den again so is marcus ngeow. This is what happen to ngeow......he was suppose to guess the word from me.......the word was airport....i kept saying terminal 3 as a clue den i even said terminal two and one....u know what ngeow said? Huh! aiya just go to the next card! i never watch the movie!! i never watch it so i really dunno wads that. Change card! It was den lennard started laughing and laughing. Taboo is dam fun hahahahah... well dats about it how i spend my valentine

On sunday....i stayed at home today gamed mostly as usual....i found out by accident dat my laptop had a built in microphone.....cos xianjin ask me dl skype which is a free online phone or smth liddat. Well since i dint have a mic i could only listen to wad dey said until i suddenly asked my maid from afar for some drink. then everyone was like lennard was it you?? It turned out it was me who was speaking.....and thus i found out i had a mic in my lappy....good i no need waste money buy one like the rest of the guys.

I miss going there i realised......im feel abit sad i cant go any longer. I cant stand being near you......and im not ready either.

MOVIES!! and more movies!

2009-02-14T01:53:00.003+08:00

Thursday 12th Feb 2009
On thursday i met up with hui qing and kylie at plaza sing to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button(TCCOBB......thats lennard's way of calling it haha). The show was quite good........very touching at some parts......espcially the part when benjamin button wrote post cards to his daughter......i wished i could be there to tell you.......i wished i could be there to help you.....he sent her a post card every year on her birthday. It was also very touching when benjamin foster mum accepted him despite the fact he might not even be human. You see benjamin was born physically old......he had the body of an old man right before his grave and he is someone who ages backwards. Even when his own dad rejected him for who he was.....that woman who adopted him said he deserved to have a normal life no matter what bacause he was still a child of god. I mean how many ppl would ever accept a freak of nature and to see him or her as a normal child.......i certainly wont want to do it.....well im only human. The only fault of the movie is that it was too long haha......it was almost 3 hrs LOL. Anyway after the movie i went to shop with kylie and huiqing.......huiqing was looking something for _____ haha. Haha its so hard to shop for _______. Well anyway i bought two tops both black cost me 32 dollars liddat dey were having some sale haha..........kylie bought 3 tops...hq ah i forgot wad she buy lol. Ohoh dat reminds me i finally made a proper effort to talk to hq when we are alone lol........i couldnt stand it anymore, everytime we on the way home we nvr say anything haha. We ate at pepper lunch(taka) for dinner......i still think its overpriced.... that was the second time i went there in a week i think the other cashier shld know my face by now and realise im kylie's friend. I enjoyed disturbing cass cos she's working there, well so is kylie but she was on leave that day haaha. I forgot to mention i went to taka to visit john working(slacking) as well. Dunno how does he store get business.

Friday 13th feb 2009
Met up with lennard, xian jin, marcus ngeow and daniel sim for lunch at clementi. We wanted eat steamboat there but dun have so we ended up going taka to eat at seoul garden. i think i should know taka quite well le..........every single time i go to town for some reason i always end up going to taka zzzzz. After lunch len and the guys went to meet up with cass and jessie at plaza sing for TCCOBB( im sure everyone knows what it stands for). I dint go with them cos i watched it the day before(read the above post). Went back home to rest up a litle cos i was going to have a late night movie at cine. Met up with john, terence and daniel..........met up with lennard, cass, marcus, xian jin and daniel sim again at taka AGAIN. Went to visit kylie at pepper lunch( cass is off today) downstairs while waiting for the movie. Oh we watched valkyrie.... the one which got tom cruise. Lennard, daniel sim and cass went back first as dey werent included in the buying of tickets before hand haha. Thanks john for buying back row seats. You rock! The show was kind of disappointing.....it was ok lah.........but i expected it to be dam nice....zzz kylie was right about that show somewhat......i HATE it when she's right. Oh dorcas also met up with us to watch the movie too i forgot to mention that earlier on. Lin hong errr attempted to come........but he informed us just before we went in.... i think john was pretty irritated as he asked linhong the night before and asked him to give a reply latest by next morning.......but as usual lin hong was late again...... so we nvr include him when we bought tickets. Went back home along side with john, xj, daniel andd terence.

Marcus house

2009-02-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today went to marcus house to play again haha........terence and i were doing some funny business on his com. So lets see terence's art work on marcus's com shall we :D.

CREATED BY TERENCE PHOTOGRAPHER:LENNARD

This quiz phails NOTE:THIS IS THOSE FOR FUN QUIZZES SO OBVIOUSLY ITS NOT TRUE

2009-02-11T15:00:00.005+08:00

Aaron Is Your Soulmate

You truly love Yi Ling.

You consider Xian Jin your true friend.

You know that Isaac is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Kylie for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Cek is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Huiqing is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that John is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that John changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Lennard is shy and non-confrontational. And that Lennard has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

They ask me to fill in the first person i think of when i see that colour or food.
Yellow-iz
Orange-Xian Jin
Red-yi ling
White-aaron
Green-kylie
Chocolate-cek
Vanila-huiqing
A saltine cracker-lennard
A meatsnack-John

And lennard put red as alson ROFL........cos he sees red when he sees alson......so they go tell him he truly loves alson......

Quizzes and more quizzes

2009-02-11T14:28:00.002+08:00

Your Friendship Style is Philosophical

You take every friendship you have seriously, and you spend a lot of time analyzing your friends.

You've thought a lot about what it means to be a good friend, and you hold yourself to your standard.

In return, you expect your friends to be loyal, honest, and real. You're somewhat picky about who you're friends with.

Fighting with your friends bothers you more than most people. You can't stop replaying arguments over and over in your head.

You and an Empathetic Friend: Try to understand one another. You approach life very differently, but you're willing to listen to one another.

You and a Gregarious Friend: Are a better match than expected. You understand and appreciate your Gregarious Friend's energy.

You and an Independent Friend: Get along pretty well, but you can't help but think your Independent Friend needs to learn better manners!

You and another Philosophical Friend: Are friends for life. You can get lost in your intense, interesting conversations... and maybe even change the world together!

What's Your Friendship Style?

kaniel.......dale.......birdog.....dird

2009-02-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

JOhn. says:
Xian Jin, why not try the Bird Park?
LIKE. YAY. says:
wow
LIKE. YAY. says:
it's
Tow Wei says:
KIK
LIKE. YAY. says:
so
LIKE. YAY. says:
damn
LIKE. YAY. says:
far
JOhn. says:
that way Kale gets free treatment
LIKE. YAY. says:
ass
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
lol
Tow Wei says:
its all for kale
LIKE. YAY. says:
my travelling fees would be like
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
good point
LIKE. YAY. says:
5 bucks
Tow Wei says:
rmb that
Tow Wei says:
its all for kale sian jing
JOhn. says:
if you love her
JOhn. says:
you should do the right thing
Daniel says:
i love
Tow Wei says:
if u dun wan her give him to me........i like fried kale
Daniel says:
kale
LIKE. YAY. says:
bitcvh
LIKE. YAY. says:
she's so
LIKE. YAY. says:
cute
JOhn. says:
i've never heard of a dog and a bird mating
JOhn. says:
give up, dan
LIKE. YAY. says:
wtf
LIKE. YAY. says:
bird
LIKE. YAY. says:
and
LIKE. YAY. says:
dog
LIKE. YAY. says:
wtf
JOhn. says:
doird
JOhn. says:
biog
Daniel says:
omg
Daniel says:
omg
Daniel says:
omg
JOhn. says:
bidog!
Tow Wei says:
no wad u nvr see a dird meh??
JOhn. says:
you can be a bi-dog
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
birdog?
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
lol
JOhn. says:

JOhn. says:
GENIUS
JOhn. says:
why didn't i think of that
Tow Wei says:
dird sounds cooler
JOhn. says:
birdog
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
the new "catdog"
JOhn. says:
and you can name your kid, 'Dale'
JOhn. says:
Kaniel
Daniel says:
Canal
Tow Wei says:
kaniel sounds better den daniel for some reason
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
no
Marcus,Never knew a bass guitar could sound like this-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2w0dbTy2v8&feature=related says:
yeah

Tuesday 10th February 2009

2009-02-10T16:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went out with marcus........kylie......cass to watch the wedding game at The cathay. I felt the group was abit mismatch lol.....cos everyone came from different cliques and all. It felt a bit weird haha. I think marcus like a bit scared of kylie.....i dunno why he keep edging towards me......maybe cos cass next to me o_O Wedding game was not bad lah.....singapore movies are getting quite good for some reason. Kylie and cass had to start work at 6pm..........so ngeow and i went to find terence and chat up with him. Ate dinner with him too.
Today i went to watch bride wars with yi ling......the show was good too.....it was a had some comedy and some serious parts lah.......i think the theme of the movie would be friendship. There was a touching scene nearing the end.....yi ling teared a little... Well i can say this about the movie. Girls if u wanna watch bring ur best friend to watch with you......and i really mean ur bestest bestest friend(preferably not married) :D. After and before the movie yl and i walked about......i wanted to visit terence again but yl dun wan....sianz.Random stuff: Oh i just realised im so dam jealous screw it man.

Saturday 7th February 2009

2009-02-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

Just came back from teh night movie with xj, john, terence, ngeow and daniel. We watched love matters.......it was pretty good haha....all of us kept laughing and laughing. The teenager in the movie looks so stupid.....his so innocent in some ways even though he watches porn lol. We wanted watch inkhart but we came too late and missed the 9.20 one. Before the movie we went to pepper lunch to visit kylie and cass haha.........the food was okay lah but abit overpriced i felt.